Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2020 20:08:38 GMT -5
just a daily check in for our emotional well being. feel free to let it all hang out if you want.
i'm actually doing ok for now. better than i have been in a while. exercising and working with that spirometer i bought and having that support group to talk to has been helpful. i think the ibuprofen is making my breathing worse. i'm gonna have to save that for the special arthritis days only. go back to tylenol all the time. or whenever it's on the shelf.
i asked joe if he wanted to be my real life friend and not just my game friend. he thought we already were so that solved that issue. lol! i am pretty picky about who i like. and i decided the other day that i like joe. not in a romantic way or anything stupid like that. he's in his 20s for God sake. plus i'm so anti-male it isn't funny. but joe is fun. he's a nice kid. he's a good kid. i think it's nice that i've found some other gaming geeks to talk to and enjoy. if i had the money for more equipment and games there's more people there i could play games with but this is ok.
i know it sounds ridiculous but i don't think places should have employee of the month type programs because it causes jealousy and hostility. i've been there for 4 years and i've done the same things that some of our other employees have done that have gotten accolades for it and i get forgotten or ignored. i think part of it is because i have issues and i'm not in the work clique that we have there. not that i want to be. it's a crappy clique. but after nearly 40 yrs in this career it would be nice just once for someone to recognize me and celebrate me too. makes me feel like nothing i'll ever do will ever be good enough which kinda pisses me off a little. i work just as hard if not harder and i get nada cept a pat on the back.
anyway...feeling better after getting out of that stupid forum i was in before. trying to get my life into better balance so i have time to do what i want to do. and what i need to do. trying to take care of my mind, body and soul.
how's your day been?
i'm actually doing ok for now. better than i have been in a while. exercising and working with that spirometer i bought and having that support group to talk to has been helpful. i think the ibuprofen is making my breathing worse. i'm gonna have to save that for the special arthritis days only. go back to tylenol all the time. or whenever it's on the shelf.
i asked joe if he wanted to be my real life friend and not just my game friend. he thought we already were so that solved that issue. lol! i am pretty picky about who i like. and i decided the other day that i like joe. not in a romantic way or anything stupid like that. he's in his 20s for God sake. plus i'm so anti-male it isn't funny. but joe is fun. he's a nice kid. he's a good kid. i think it's nice that i've found some other gaming geeks to talk to and enjoy. if i had the money for more equipment and games there's more people there i could play games with but this is ok.
i know it sounds ridiculous but i don't think places should have employee of the month type programs because it causes jealousy and hostility. i've been there for 4 years and i've done the same things that some of our other employees have done that have gotten accolades for it and i get forgotten or ignored. i think part of it is because i have issues and i'm not in the work clique that we have there. not that i want to be. it's a crappy clique. but after nearly 40 yrs in this career it would be nice just once for someone to recognize me and celebrate me too. makes me feel like nothing i'll ever do will ever be good enough which kinda pisses me off a little. i work just as hard if not harder and i get nada cept a pat on the back.
anyway...feeling better after getting out of that stupid forum i was in before. trying to get my life into better balance so i have time to do what i want to do. and what i need to do. trying to take care of my mind, body and soul.
how's your day been?
)))) <--me enjoying it.
. No. I was thinking the same thing.