regrets..

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there is quite alot i regret, there is nothing ive done that i regret, its things i never did that i do..

i regret not spending enough time with my nan, it shouldnt have took her to be dying for me to visit weekly.
i regret (as i can guarantee most do) not doing better in school, i concentrated mostly on friends, fun and boys, rather than learning, maths and maths (yes im rubbish at maths)
i regret never having a holiday with friends, theres not much i could have done about it really bcos none of my friends went on girly holidays, my best mate did once, but it was with her whole family and a friend (unfortunately i wasnt invited bcos she thought i would say no)..
...although me & my best mate did go to a caravan (with her mum, 2 bros and stepdad) we had a fab time!!
i regret ditching my good friends for boyfriends, out of school i hung out with a group of lads, i used to chill with them from coming out of school to going to bed, literally, then as i got more serious with my OH they went one way, i went the next, i cant say 'thats what happens when you settle down' bcos my best best friend (who actually fell out with me) has a girlfriend and a baby but he still does things with them..
i regret not going into the career i wanted, i know its kind of not too late, but in a way it is.. i think if i had of followed that career path when i wanted to, M wouldnt be here now, and i will never ever regret that

..... to be continued


i know its never fun to dwell on the past, but every now and then we can right?