You are diagnosed with a terminal disease!

first of all, and mainly, i would discuss Malakai, obviously if im diagnosed, my OH will be the sole carer of M, but there will be times where he needs help, i would wish i had life insurance for a starters!
i would live every day to the fullest - after quitting my job.
i would do anything in my power to make malakai feel how much i love him and care for him, i would write him letters for when hes older, write him cards and buy him presents, i would then leave it up to my OH if he gives them all or not, i would also do the same for my sissy and my parents, i would make time to make amends with my OH with everything we have been through i would show him that i do love him very dearly, i would make him feel loved and feel special, i would also make sure he knows not to hold onto me, he needs to move on eventually, and i would tell him i will support him through that and that i would be there in spirit, every minute of every day! oh i would also DEMAND some sort of photo shoot with literally as many of my family as we could squeeze in one room, idf have group photos, individual photos, family photos and couple photos.
My regrets would be not spending enough time with family & friends which would be something i would have to change in the short time left, i would also regret not making something of myself in my career choices, i guess idk if i have any desires..

Erm.. i dont have a bucket list, but maybe i would make one, ive always said before i die i would love to do sky diving or something along them lines..

i would help plan my funeral, and as awful as it sounds, there are people i wouldnt want there, if they really want to pay their 'respects' now then so be it, but not at my funeral.

Call me sad but i already have my funeral songs picked out, im not bothered much about my coffin bcos come on, lets be honest, im only gona rot away with it arent i.. but i do know the place i want to be buried and where i want the funeral to be held, i also know what flowers id pick.

i would contact some old friends, old loves.. hmm idk. i only have one 'previous 'love' i was in a relationship with him for 2 years, btu we have both moved on, no doubt he would find out, i stil talk to his mum and sister, as for old friends, it depends on who, i lost alot of friends leaving school, not lost them but drifted from them and yes i guess i would like to catch up first, but would i also want to be a burden on these people who have moved on with their lives..

i dont think i would be afraid, afraid to leave M, my OH and my family, yes, but i dont know about afraid of dying. i also couldn't say whether or not id be angry, life is life isnt it, and whatever happens, so be it

I would circle the wagons with my family and friends B.

I'm pretty sure my kids will be ok.
That's my first priority.

No pageantry, just donate all my organs so others may live.

Still have sex if possible.

And leave something for those that made my life so special.

Cher are you always that specific?

I would be bummed because I won't be done with school in 6 months... oh well.

There are a lot of things I haven't experienced in life, and many things I have not decided on. I guess I would be sad that I wouldn't get the chance to make decisions about whether I want children or marriage lol I thought I had more time to decide.. and I still don't know what I want, but now I will never reach that point.

Then... another part of me might be slightly relieved. No more deciding on anything. No more making big decisions... No more life-long illnesses. I'll be free, in a sense... but I sure will miss everyone. I'd cry knowing I'm leaving everyone I care about behind, and I know they will be sad, which makes me more sad.

There really isn't much I'd want to do before dying, though. I just want to be around the people I care about... make a will.. I think I'd be too busy crying for the remainder of my days to do much. Just being realistic about myself..

That resonated with me heatherly....big hugs!