Hi! I’m new. I just need advice I guess

So, it seems when it rains it pours. I recently quit my job and it was foolish because I made really good money and it’s the only thing I love to do but I was basically accused of talking with a competitor and I just couldn’t shake that. I’m 40 years old (American)and am not only suffering from panic attacks from shear fear of losing everything now to the point where I’m having trouble getting back out there and it’s vital I do. On top of now being jobless I just received non-renewal letter on my apartment from these new property management people whom are in a different state, without a reason. I’ve always paid on time and I think it’s because I asked for a few repairs and they apparently didn’t like that IDK? Back story my Mom a few months ago went into cardiac arrest and suffered a non-traumatic brain injury. I didn’t think she was ever going to pull thru but miraculously she did which I’m so grateful for. However, her short term memory is really bad and her long term is skewed. So I just feel like I am struggling because I know what I need to do like now! I just need to get my confidence back. Whew! Sorry had to get all that out. Thought this forum here might help. At 40 it seems more difficult finding new work.