have you ever been banned? or they deleted themselves? [G] Jan 8, 2023 3:18:09 GMT -5
Post by Dominic( ˘⌣˘)♡ on Jan 8, 2023 3:18:09 GMT -5
As you know, I'm a problem, I'm either too much, prejudice or extreme or something you think that i don't know yet . I really appreciate heatherly and a_muppet for their guidance and sometimes corrections
here is my drama and was wondering what you think....
I started to make a forum, it was about the Ukraine war and some Christian content, I invited one guy, and he never posted, then a women joined, and posted, woohoo, but they left and deleted themselves (I was not hitting on her or bully or anything), so I was dumbfounded. .... fast forward, (forum.dominicmcclintock.com)
I got motivated to try this forum thing ...again, but I must have done something illegal like copyright violations because I got a message Your forum was removed for violation of rule 25a of the terms of service (and if you look at the Proboards 25a terms of service it basically says that they (Proboards) can just remove it at their discretion. I was super shocked. I think it was because I uploaded emojis from Reddit or something. I contacted them but they didn't explain anything to me. **sigh** (sandbox.dominicmcclintock.com)
I got motivated to make a new forum, this time about 8 people joined, then a person deleted their account again (different person), it only took that one person for me to get all butt hurt and depressed, and I was crying, and deleted my old forum like a fool (what kind of admin does that to the other remaining users, right? ) Yeah, I got issues big time. I think I'm a terd you know sometimes. (forum.okinawabuddies.com)
you see three epic fails...
Now on I'm round 4 and I won't put the url due to potentional "self-promotion" but.... already after two weeks someone deleted their account and also banned me from their forum. I knew this was going to happen as you can see my track record and I am not going to be depressed and delete this new forum that I'm working on because it's regarding mental health and s-x addiction and there are people there and I don't want to repeat this same mistake again...but I am just sad that I can't get people to participate but more sad that people just delete themselves.
So... in three different times, in three different forums, three different people have deleted themselves.
I know it's selfish to think "what is my problem"...but I really cried a lot today and also was also in the wrong on this forum because of my extreme religious views. Just sometimes I just type and whatever is on my mind I leave it and then I am finding out that I am extreme (I guess I admit I am extreme).
Well, how do you process this? You can give me any feedback, positive, negative or anything. You will not offend me, in fact, I would rather you offend me so I at least know the truth, and not have to guess or hide in the dark.
Perhaps I have no life and am putting too much time on my online forums and taking it too harsh. I don't know.
This is not the first time.
Before and during these times, I had a discord server (bunch of guys talking about our problems and stuff) but no one really participated. Some guys said "oh, I can't call now but one day" and we never did. I can go on and on.
I guess maybe what I"m asking is...how do you deal and process the rejection. It hurts. I don't like to reject people. I have never banned anyone too.
I have been banned on Reddit too, on a depression forum (sub) just for mentioning my faith. No reply from mods, just BAM!
In case you can't tell, it's almost impossible for me to talk without mentioned something of what I believe in. I just can't do it.
Perhaps in stead of saying "God bless you" they want to hear "I hope you feel better or get well soon or have a nice day or something" because that is really what I mean. I seriously do not mix well with many many people. I guess I need to get used to this more and more.
I'm really not trying to make my post on a religious debate but how do you process your own bans, deletions? or something similar?
That's all I wanted to know. How other hurt people heal on this one? I know I am supposed to pray and trust God, and I am doing that I think....anyway,
if you don't feel like saying anything, it's ok.